Oh the Drama
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Today has been a much better day than yesterday and I assume tomorrow will be better then today. I bought a willow angel today to have to remind me of our angel that went to heaven yesterday. (not that I will forget)
I tried to do some retail therapy but come to find out the mall is FULL of pregnant woman and babies. Who would have thought? Well me of course but I never really noticed until now, when I'm super sensitive to it.
Speaking of sensitive, my mother is being SUPER insensitive. This morning I got an e-mail from her of course telling me how sorry she was for us and how sad she was but also that she had called Marks mom to talk to her about what had happened since she needed someone to talk to about what happened. I personally think that she should have called us and asked Mark if it was okay because she doesn't know how Marks mom handles these type of situations. ( I talked with Marks mom today and she said that it was okay that she called and that she was probably going to call her anyways)
When I e-mailed my Mom back I told her that she could tell her best friend about what had happened that way she had someone to talk to. I get an e-mail back from my mom:
"Thank you! I really need someone to talk to. It always makes you feel better after you are able to talk about them."
First of all, who is "them"? And second of all, I hope my mom lets me know when she's done bleeding and she feels all better because that way I will know she's okay. UGH! Are you freaking kidding me? This is coming from a woman who is KNOWN to keep everything inside of her and never talk about anything that is bothering her.
So I talked to my Dad about it and told him that I really hate that my own mother is making MY miscarriage about her! All she wants is someone to say "I'm so sorry for you....I can't imagine what you are going through" As of right now, I don't have anything to talk to her about. When she's done being self-centered (which might be never) maybe I will get over the fact that she's made this situation worse.
Right now I'm waiting on flowers that Marks mom sent me. My mom seeks the sympathy vote, Marks mom sends flowers. Seems a little messed up huh? Once my flowers get here, I'm meeting Mark for drinks. I need a margarita.
Have a great day.
I tried to do some retail therapy but come to find out the mall is FULL of pregnant woman and babies. Who would have thought? Well me of course but I never really noticed until now, when I'm super sensitive to it.
Speaking of sensitive, my mother is being SUPER insensitive. This morning I got an e-mail from her of course telling me how sorry she was for us and how sad she was but also that she had called Marks mom to talk to her about what had happened since she needed someone to talk to about what happened. I personally think that she should have called us and asked Mark if it was okay because she doesn't know how Marks mom handles these type of situations. ( I talked with Marks mom today and she said that it was okay that she called and that she was probably going to call her anyways)
When I e-mailed my Mom back I told her that she could tell her best friend about what had happened that way she had someone to talk to. I get an e-mail back from my mom:
"Thank you! I really need someone to talk to. It always makes you feel better after you are able to talk about them."
First of all, who is "them"? And second of all, I hope my mom lets me know when she's done bleeding and she feels all better because that way I will know she's okay. UGH! Are you freaking kidding me? This is coming from a woman who is KNOWN to keep everything inside of her and never talk about anything that is bothering her.
So I talked to my Dad about it and told him that I really hate that my own mother is making MY miscarriage about her! All she wants is someone to say "I'm so sorry for you....I can't imagine what you are going through" As of right now, I don't have anything to talk to her about. When she's done being self-centered (which might be never) maybe I will get over the fact that she's made this situation worse.
Right now I'm waiting on flowers that Marks mom sent me. My mom seeks the sympathy vote, Marks mom sends flowers. Seems a little messed up huh? Once my flowers get here, I'm meeting Mark for drinks. I need a margarita.
Have a great day.
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